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this heaven is a teardrop/a soapbubble/a bubblegum pop/a paroxism of random circumstances/a cut-up of neurotic fits disguised for dances/of insects with wings in the wind/for rapid eye movements and blinks/that can’t linger much longer/than hydrogen peroxide saturated dreams/that this heaven is: a ripple in a puddle/a frail teardrop/a soapbubble/a bubblegum pop
- Russian Mother Tongue
- English Expert
- Ukrainian Fluent
- German Intermediate
the moment your mind stops / will be the moment the skies stop / and the decors, the props of clouds cease to move / as if frozen / in motion / like a screen shot / put on indefinite pause / nauseating / and the design of reality frozen / butter and butterfly / like the wind / suspended in the air / invisibly ubiquitous and ever-presentrnfrom withinrnand the leaves on their tree branches / no longer willowing / and willing nothing / now / with the sign of the cross atop the crescent / and the golden sphere / forever blessing / Basil's Island in a typical St. Petersburg arbor / amidst a children playground / in the middle of nowhere / mediated by no-one / for never and never and never and never / ноумен / OM / noumenon
trip but don’t trip over / trip but don’t overtrip / over and over and over / over another trip / trip unless you trip over / same old overtrip / lifelong overtrip: over / when are you gonna get over? over another trip / trip trip trip / over over over / an ego trip / dream trip / trip or treat / a trick of trip / dream until the dream is over / dream but don’t overdream / dream dream dream / over over over / you can’t get any higher than the I that wants to get high / when are you gonna get over? over your ego trip: over
a menstrual blood-drop/at the tip of a grassblade/over a backdrop of blue/isn’t a metaphor/it is a memory/of a digital shot/never printed/lost as a feeling/misplaced on picassa: an evidence/in the back of my mind/isn’t a metaphor/it is a memory/of what actually happened/to us/to me/to which both she and I paid witness/so long ago… /last autumn/last painful fall… lo and behold/and so on/so long/unrepeatable!
knowing you/had been experiencing/totality/from the highest of highs/light as a swallow/to the lowest of lows/the pain down below/but you swallow/nonetheless... /knowing you/ had been totality/to the fullest extreme/as a dream would/have been: a totality/and is now none the less a reality/a feeling/a realm/a world within/I can touch with a word: a totality...
- Organisations I belong to:
these cathedrals just ain't high enough/to support the construction/of skies and clouds and false identities/simply suspended like an awkward prop/ready to fall any minute/now/the faith they like to think had been here/for ages/ain't tall enough/ain't deep/enough/it really hadn't/but the blind/and the hungry/the soarthroated illiterate/bloated on hatred/and fear of the unknown/aggravated at any manifestation/of difference/they, for whom these cathedrals were built/always had.
- Past trips:
USA, France, Germany, Russia, Belorus, Croatia, Latvia, Switzerland, Norway.
- Planned trips:
Czech Republic, Latvia, Russia
- Max number of guests:
- Maximum length of stay:
it depends on the kind of people you are
- I Live With:
the wind in my ears
- Please bring:
- I can offer my guests:
an insight, history, connections, advice
- I can offer my hosts:
music, stories both written and spoken, poetry, cooking vegetarian
- Other information for guests:
be prepared to improvise
- Public transport: